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May 3, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

More Power to you EllaBella as everything you need comes to you exactly when you need it.

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Nov 6, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

"you’ll be back" is frightening.

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It amazed me that he said that. The sheer fucking deluded front of it. Yet many before me did go back, and pay a fine for the pleasure of it. Incredible.

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Nov 6, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

And he's still out there doing it?

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Yes.

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So so powerful. This line particularly, “These episodes have been churning for decades. But here’s the thing, it’s only now when I string them together that they tell a story that I didn’t know. They’re no longer isolated fragments, they give context to each other.”

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Thank you Alexa. I appreciate that. It was such a shock to see them as a whole and realise the story they'd been telling all along.

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May 8, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

Risk and faith, yes. So powerful, especially in this wild realm of creative expression.

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May 3, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

I am deeply loving your story as well as the format you are delivering it in. This quote is powerful. Thank you for sharing.

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Thank you very much, and yes, this quote I have pinned to my wall. I turn to it all the time. That sense of risk and faith, it's so powerful.

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May 3, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

And something did

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May 3, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

Yes. That was a time 😳

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May 3, 2023Liked by Eleanor Anstruther

We’re all rooting for you. Hooray to being the friend who saves the one who is being taken by stealth . I wonder if your dreams were telling you to escape .. but he managed to control you so much that your dreams were no longer your own. A Jungian analyst helped me see that my dream was more concise and crucial than any waking thoughts at the time.

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