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Ann Richardson's avatar

Mothering carries on. My oldest is 56 and I am still her mother and occasional guide. They may not be WITH you, but they will always be with you. And grown up children are great to have in your life.

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Thank you, Ann. A much needed reminder.

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David Roberts's avatar

Well said and true!

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

We’ll compare notes when I see you!

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Ann Richardson's avatar

A bit. I guard the privacy of my family as much as I can, although I occasionally write about the very special moments like A Notre Dame Moment.

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Monique Paul's avatar

You have made me cry again Ella 🤗🤗🤗

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Oh Monique! We did it together. Sending much much love xxx

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Cherry Coombe's avatar

Well done!

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Cherry Coombe's avatar

I'd add - relish the space now; sleep in every bed; eat whatever you like; soon the bower will need strengthening, the nest a new wing as it fills again.

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Thank you

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

🙌

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Melissa Forsyth's avatar

The mothership. Still you are that

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

🥷🛳️

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roy williams's avatar

Empty nests are part of the cycle. Enjoy.

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My Walk's avatar

Here we go indeed 💕

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Kimberly Warner's avatar

A major life transition, no doubt. I’m sure your sons feel it too. Now your relationships get to shift and grow under new circumstances. Less about survival maybe and more about the friendship that can grow from having survived.:)

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Yes ❤️

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Rona Maynard's avatar

The day we dropped our son at his university dorm, I wore sunglasses to hide my tears. For months I couldn’t pass his empty room without a faint stab to the heart. Motherhood had never defined me; I led a full life. The sadness took me by surprise. Your essay brought it back to me, a reminder that the end of an era , even at the right time and in the best way, will be tinged with mourning.

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Yes this! The sadness has taken me by surprise.

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Rona Maynard's avatar

That’s why I’m glad you’ve written about it.

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Andrew Wilson's avatar

I have a young son and so it is touching to be reminded of the parts of the process still waiting for me. Its also humbling when i think of people who have gone all the way. Thanks for your writing. I appreciate your honesty about yourself and your life. Its something I strive for in my own writing (even though it's fiction), and your clear eyed view is an encouragemnt to keep trying to do better. I also enjoyed the last of your postcards (new subscriber) and am.astonished by how much you were able to get done in an hour(if i understand the project correctly). Thanks for writing!

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Welcome, Andrew, and thank you! Yes, the postcards project was to write in no more than an hour a postcard that could be read in a minute. It turned into my memoir which was published last year. I thought that was the end of it, but thru various pressures I’ve been encouraged to put it back up on Substack for all time. So here it is, one by one again. There’ll be another slew over the weekend as the story continues. Thanks for reading. Much appreciated.

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Feasts and Fables's avatar

Touching … poignant.

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

❤️

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Wendy Varley's avatar

What a poignant but exciting milestone. Good luck to all of you with your new chapter.

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

Thanks, Wendy. 🙏🏻

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Jacobi Anstruther's avatar

bomboclaat

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Eleanor Anstruther's avatar

nailed it

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